humans

how i wish every monday would be like this. chilling in my own crib, doing whatever i want. well most importantly, not having to go to school. i used to like going to school, really. i looked forward to school every single day, looked forward to seeing my friends in school and i even looked forward to cracking my head real hard just to solve 1 ridiculous math problem. Now, i find going to school a chore and i hate it(well maybe except for the sake of friendships). If i have 0 friends in school, i'd probably skip school every single day. I'd die, not kidding. All for 1 damn piece of paper that will allow me to survive in this harsh competitive world, sigh.

Ok staying +ve. This is how my weekends usually goes: sleep, eat, macbook, sleep, eat, eat, sleep, last minute studying on sunday night. ALL I DO IS SLEEP AND EAT. Omg it's so frustrating when you wanna change this bad habit of eating way too frequently(i just ate cup noodles at 3 or 4 in the morning yesterday) but it's just so hard. And i need to learn to manage my money so badly. I'm utterly broke now so please help me out by buying my cheap stuffs here! It's 6 mins to 12 midnight now and there's math test tomorrow. I better practice a little before heading to bed, goodnight everyone.

It's May already. Here comes the uneasy feeling. Panic will kick in soon, i'm sure. I deserve a slap/punch/kick in my face. Real hard.