can't get enough of this song

i guess it's true when people say you expect less when you grow older
words can't describe how thankful i am to have them in my life. they're amazing HAHA(ok seriously they are)

friday morning started off with joey giving me a hugeeeeeeee cookie that says happy birthday right smack in the middle. omg i didn't expect that like srsly <3 then vivien gave me a really cute jar of gummies with a heart gummy placed right on top! love that girl <3 school goes on all the way and i finally got home at 10 or so. I surfed the net using ipad on mum's bed and fell asleep unknowingly. THEN I WAS WOKEN UP BY JH AND HT WTF. I'm totally confused cos i didn't know what's the time and what day is it so i turned my head to look at the clock and it's fucking 12 midnight. i didn't expect them to actually came over with a tiny cake. so surprised at that time HAHA(ok i sound like a loser) love them so much <3 OH and i was supposed to facetime with lulu but didn't manage to in the end, feeling so apologetic AND THEN SHE JUST HAD TO MAKE ME TURN LES FOR HER BY POSTING THIS FUCKING SWEET VIDEO IN HER TUMBLR HAHA. ok i realised im swearing a lot but seriously?! so touched k :') i tried to embed it here by stealing the codes from her tumblr HAHA

[Flash 10 is required to watch video]

although i spent the day without any celebration or what so ever but i feel so blessed :') oh and not forgetting the clique that celebrated my birthday together with xl's. and all the wonderful wishes on fb and via texts(especially putri's cos she spammed my phone HAHA <3). and now i need to study hard for As sigh. i'm extremely happy now so nothing's gonna get me down HAHA. alright i'm gonna end this post off abruptly thank god for these priceless guys

"Fight one more round. When your arms are so tired that you can hardly lift your hands to come on guard, fight one more round. When your nose is bleeding and your eyes are black and you are so tired that you wish your opponent would crack you one on the jaw and put you to sleep, fight one more round - remembering that the man who always fights one more round is never whipped."
-James Corbett

What I thought was a simple and random dinner with the girls ended up as a birthday celebration for xl and I. So thankful for them and love the gifts! <3

School wise, I spent the whole week trying to study in school with lulu. Well, not extremely but considerably productive as compared to me studying at home. 9/10 times I'd fall asleep if I study at home lol. Really starting to suspect I'm born with a sleeping disorder. Oh and parents teacher meeting next week wtf. SO looking forward to the terror when the teacher meets the mother.

Really need an exercise routine man. Been feeling very chunky ever since I stopped playing touch rug. I don't really care if I gain weight though, I just feel weird and unhealthy not doing sports HAHA. im just weird like that. But have absolutely no idea what to do about it since I always come home like a dead fish. Waking up early in the morning to run is definitely out of the question cos I can't even be early for school for at least 3 out of 5 days. So... I should just continue to feel chunky and die. Hahaha alright I just typed a whole bloody paragraph of nonsense and I shall end it off with a happy birthday to xl :)

I've officially screwed midyears lol. So bloody looking foward to 'meet the parents' day. I kid you not. Mum would totally flip(like a generous 360degree) oh and she added another member to the apple family lol. Ugh need to be serious and really start mugging. Like serious mugging. Or I'd flip upon seeing my own results next year. Wtf someone please lock me in a room for at least 8 hrs with nothing but notes before letting me out. I know I need to study but I just dont do it. So frustrated lol k I'm gonna go learn some self discipline now

My day started off badly(actually pretty funny too lol). I woke up late so I rushed for the train when the door was about to close and there's this guy behind me who was running for the train too. He accidentally stepped onto the back of my shoe and my whole shoe came out HAHA. I totally entered the train cabin without a shoe while my shoe is still happily resting on the platform hahaha. Luckily the guy is kind enough to actually pick it up for me before the door closes or id be going to school with no shoe on one of my feet. Can you imagine that wtf lol. Well, school is bad. I literally failed all the test papers that were given back today. I think I'm so used to failing that I'm not feeling the minimum disappointment that I'm supposed to feel omg. Oh well, I haven't given up hope though, I'll try to study for at least 2 hours from today onwards(ok hope I don't procrastinate or sleep lol) anyway, had touch rug ytd like finally! Miss the girls and the sport so much. Oh and Matthew is back haha. Witty and funny as usual, with more fats on top of that HAHA.

Fingers crossed for the rest of the papers, not hoping for much but hoping for the best :(

Have been out for consecutively 3 days after exams ended on thursday. Haven't prepared for school at all and it's resuming tmr wtf.

anyway, after the terrible chem paper on thurs > joey & i went to some restaurant to have lunch(totally forgot the name of it HAHA) > transformers 3 > diva > random shops
then she went off to meet vivien before heading to tuition(while im slacking my ass off)

fri is hectic. like seriously lol
met buyer at bishan > more diva(someone please ban me from going cos everytime i enter, i'll exit with something) > met up with joey at bishan > went amk for food hunting > took bus 169 with no idea where to alight > google map > frantically alighted at a stop > went to have pratas at casuarina curry > banana choco prata = dope > more google map > figured our way to ice cream chefs > had a regular cup of (ok im bad at remembering names omg) something with malteses > lame and stupid texts from collin lol > chilled till joey has to go off for tuition (ikr she has been going for tuitions and i'm like partying wtf) > trained down to clementi for class bbq > checked the buses that allow me to reach dj's condo > hopped onto one without checking the number of stops wtf > feeling superbly lost in the bus > google map >  battery life 18% > starts to panic > alighted at a stop with no inkling whether it's the correct one > finally figured my way to the parc condo with the help of google map > battery life 9% > calls collin to open to gate for me > they decided to say nonsensical stuffs = cannot be trusted that they'll actually open the gate for me > finally they did lol > battery life 6% > safely reached omg so scary i'll die if my phone ran outta batt > bbq and chilled with the rest > took pictures > thank god for my nano baby on the way home > died on the floor literally

moral for the day: google map is god

yesterday wasn't any better though. met up with the usual girls and headed to town. burger king at cine for lunch > flea > more flea > orchange exchange > f21 > so bloody huge we're lost in there > fep > concluded that our legs are breaking > old town to chill for 2hrs lol > met up with hy > flea again > everything with fries > retarded conversation > trained back home

just woke up not long ago, received texts from yq asking if i wanna join their class for leisure sports lol(frisbee etc). well should i go? haven't been exercising for the longest time man. but i haven't completed any assignments that i'm supposed to do over the weekends. life just goes downhill when school's starting sigh

can't believe i typed the whole chunk out, considering the fact that my memory has been failing me lately

Wtf I napped for 4-5hours. Chem = gg.com

Math paper was terrible omg. At least I attempted the stat questions(since I only studied those lol) Everyone was saying that the paper is alright omg I'm so screwed. I blank like at least 3-4 pure math questions. I know i cant do the qns because I lack of practice, succumbing to laziness kills. Oh well, last paper tmr, hope I'll do okay and make up for my horrendous math results hahaha(also to shove my paper into bernard's face and say i pass chem murtharfucker lol)

Have been chilling for these 4 days instead of studying lol. Only studied stats for tmr's math paper(studied but not mastered it haha) who the hell is able to solve p&c questions easily anyway? It sucks so much sighhhh. Oh on a random note, I had dental this afternoon and my teeth hurts so baddddd right nao

Totally chilling for the past few days lol. Stayed over at yq's crib on sat with the girls. Spent the whole night lepaking and watching shows. Ought to be studying now but I refuse to :( sigh shall start studying at 4. Oh and I just updated the shop! I'm utterly broke so please fund me hahaha

Oh hai I barely flipped through everything for chem and nothing for econs. What's new right? Gonna attempt to cram everything in for econs during the break between papers lol(super last
min revision like seriously)

I just got fucked by math paper. So disappointed with myself cos I thought I would be able to at least pass it. It seems like I'm still not doing enough practice for math yet. Oh well. Tmr's gonna be a long dayyyyy. Chem and econs tmr wtf. Need massive amount of luck for tmr's papers like seriously

I need tons of luck tmr man. I am only halfway through math and I'm supposed to study chem and math today hahaha. My plans never once succeed. Sighhhh. And I'm so easily distracted that I ended up studying for max 2 hours and the rest is spent on using the net/eating/napping(I just woke up from a 3 hour nap wtf). I wanna pass math tmrrrrrrrrr:( am gonna try burning midnight oil tonight hoping I won't fall asleep lol

Hello everyone! I have a physics paper later which I've studied for 2 days HAHA. I'd prolly die laughing if I pass. Am gonna prepare to head out soon!

holyshitttt

Plant an act; Reap a habit.
Plant a habit; Reap a virtue or vice.
Plant a virtue or vice; Reap a character.
Plant a character; Reap a destiny.

I am freaking out now omg. Exams in 5 days time and I just realised I have millions of stuffs to revise(more like learning everything all over again cos i have real bad memory). I think I only spent max of 1 week studying(random days put together, definitely not
7 days consecutively) out of 1 month wtf. And I woke at 1 today again, what's new right? Then I spent the entire day on my couch chilling. Ok now I'm freaking out cos I just went to check what are the stuffs that are tested and it's crazy. I don't wish to screw up my midyears but what to do:( I'm just so lazy that I can't stand myself sometimes. I'm fucking lazy sighhhh. Oh well, I'll do whatever i can to at least pass midyears HAHA what a joke(to think that I wrote Bs and Cs as my targets for midyears) Wellll at least I've been a happy girl for the past 3 weeks HAHA. Totally living like a bear( eat, random activities, hibernation)

I'm wide awake at this point of time, only because I woke up at 1 today, then napped at 5 all the way to 10. At times like this, I seriously have no idea what to do with myself. I think I'm born in the wrong country. I have the most screwed up body clock ever.

dinner with these baby girls

I need to invest in a good camera! Am thinking 550d or 600d, but am so terribly broke too, sigh. I pronounce money saving plan starts today(tomorrow). Actually I wanted to get one a few years back and i was halfway there already, but i just had to revamp my room and spent all the money away. Now i'm back to square one. Well, i guess i can still do it, all i have to do is to cut down my expenses on food and clothes. I shall bring lunch boxes everywhere i go(sounds fucking pathetic HAHA).

Tomorrow will be the last day i'm gonna splurge i swear on my toes. No more good food, no more shopping. I should be focusing on studying for alvls anyway, so i will be rich after alvls due to all the savings(HAHA JOKE). I can't wait to meet my truggers tomorrow, we're meeting for dinner and celebrating 3 birthdays at 1 go hahaha. Oh and luyi & i made birthday cards for the 3 birthday babies, and i can't stop admiring them HAHA(they don't read my blog so it's safe to blog about it i guess). I think i have fetish for cards, seriously. i reallyyyy like it when people make cards for me 'cos it's so sincere and all(beats all the expensive gifts hands down). Okay this post is getting lengthy and i ought to be back doing my organic chem which i've been working on since forever.

adios

Mistakes made repeatedly. Always walking right into the wall even though there's a huge sign right in front of me saying "turn back right now or you'll fucking hit a wall".

Oh well.

I can't wait for my hair to grow longer(is this really coming out from me?) Oh god, i used to visit the salon every month 'cos i'm some freak who just likes to do something to my hair hahaha. And now i'm gonna wait patiently for my slightly past shoulder length hair to growwww. I hate waiting. Someone inject "patience" into my blood please.

Oh and i feel like going back to livejournal. Should I?

i'm happy because my nano baby revived!

Today, I spent my day with food and the bed. So enjoyable, yet screwed for tomorrow's and thursday's tests. And omg 730 pe lesson tomorrow... I haven't been going to pe for the longest time and heading out at 630 for that 1 hour of shit is just crazy. I feel like skipping it hahaha. I'll try to go though, it's never easy for me to wake up early

what are words on repeat

 love these girls

how i wish every monday would be like this. chilling in my own crib, doing whatever i want. well most importantly, not having to go to school. i used to like going to school, really. i looked forward to school every single day, looked forward to seeing my friends in school and i even looked forward to cracking my head real hard just to solve 1 ridiculous math problem. Now, i find going to school a chore and i hate it(well maybe except for the sake of friendships). If i have 0 friends in school, i'd probably skip school every single day. I'd die, not kidding. All for 1 damn piece of paper that will allow me to survive in this harsh competitive world, sigh.

Ok staying +ve. This is how my weekends usually goes: sleep, eat, macbook, sleep, eat, eat, sleep, last minute studying on sunday night. ALL I DO IS SLEEP AND EAT. Omg it's so frustrating when you wanna change this bad habit of eating way too frequently(i just ate cup noodles at 3 or 4 in the morning yesterday) but it's just so hard. And i need to learn to manage my money so badly. I'm utterly broke now so please help me out by buying my cheap stuffs here! It's 6 mins to 12 midnight now and there's math test tomorrow. I better practice a little before heading to bed, goodnight everyone.

It's May already. Here comes the uneasy feeling. Panic will kick in soon, i'm sure. I deserve a slap/punch/kick in my face. Real hard.

will never get enough of this

the itch is killing me

Today feels like every other day. Except for the fact that I tried to clean up my room a little so it looks slightly presentable now. The sense of achievement I obtained after tidying the whole place up feels soooo good, probably because I have a pathetically low frequency in clearing messes up. Well, today is not productive at all(as usual), and I have to resort to glueing my butt onto the chair soon. Sometimes I really admire those who are so discipline and make sure they complete all their assignments(or maybe even half) before slacking their asses off or heading out to party. i guess i'll never be able to do that... though i have to(fuck major examinations). Ok i seriously need to get my engines working

peace out

1. my room is currently in a disastrous state
2. i have endless amount of work undone
3. im so poor i need to sell off my clothes for $$
4. pretty nails by kly
5. results slip unsigned
6. cutting down on eating + sleeping
7. it's a monday tomorrow
8. i need a mirror in my room
9. new boots!
10. my leg is finally healing

Lousy week

Today was a really bad day. I jumped up of my bed today and looked and the time. "fuck!" I was damn late. So I had to resort to cabbing down to school(I'm some poor kid man). Well I reached school in time for my math paper which suck so badly. There's no bloody way I'm gonna pass it. When I'm on the way home after the paper, this car just had to honk at me for no reason when I'm crossing the road. ok end of the story lol(Sorry I just have to rant about it lol)

I just looked at the video that lulu took when she came over to my crib after training yesterday. That video is a total joke and never fails to make me laugh hahaha

I just have to succumb to technology. I never learn. I'm screwed.

i just realized i've been posting a lot of pictures of polaroids lately. i need a proper camera and take proper pictures mannnnnn :( block test is coming soon and i have 1001 materials unprepared. it's so frustrating when you want to prove others wrong that you can do well but at the same time you're scared that they're actually right. time is running out real fast. i fear looking at clocks now. i feel like a loser trying to catch up with a jet. i know i can't give up though, so i'll continue trying no matter what. okay this is random but i smell fart. damnnnnnn sometimes i wish i'm a genius or a fucking rich fella so i don't have to study hard to have a good life hahaha. ok positive mode on. i shall live my life with a mega wide smile. oh please pray for japan everyone, seriously. i really think that this mutharfucking(sorry i just have to swear) world is ending lol

ok time to do some math

touch rug camp 2011

i'm a sad girl cos my nano died on me wtf :(

i had 4 consecutive tests this week. can it get any worser? i'm so sick of everything. my life is so boring and i have no pictures to share. okay maybe just this one.

life always gets better with these lovely truggers

my toms are not coming in time for cny :(
now i'm gonna go visit everyone barefooted

i'm supposed to be studying for math test but apparently i overslept... what's new? i do hope praying works cos that's what i've been doing for the past 17 years. anyway, jc1s are coming in today! i can totally recall 1 year ago i'm like "omg school starts already wtf why so fast sian". time flies seriously.

miss you coach

out with lulu after school on friday!

Teacher: “I’m calling your parents”

coolkidcherry:

imaginarylover:

Elementary school: “NOOO, i’ll be good”

Middle school: “Pssh, whatever”

High school: “haha tell my mom I said Hi”

(via alliwantisbass)

saving $$ has never been so hard

broccoli + hotdogs for dinner

it has only been a week since school has started and i'm sick of it already